Blind To Reality.....

A diamond in the ruff                                                                          

crying every night because you don't know who to trust

been hurt so many times

Diamond in the Ruff

Punched in the eye til they went blind

Now I cant see the world

What they call reality 

Have to picture it all in my mentality

My pictures become a fantasy 

A fantasy I cant fulfill

Dreaming that I was walking up a hill

A hill that never ended

Realizing that my fantasy was my dream and it was never ending

You call it a cycle I call it mess

Thinking why is my brain still living but my body is at rest

Its like I'm paralyzed from the neck down

Looking for another body to use as a rebound

Rebound meaning life

Cause my life has divorced me I am no longer its wife

But how can I look when I cant see

Trying to get with positive, but getting abused my negativity

You see its hard

Trying to shuffle but you keep getting the same colors and numbers in your deck of cards

Replacing your life for another is impossible

The ratio for you living on this earth forever is improbable

So live your life to the fullest like its unstoppable