From Beginning to End

My Heart is Thinking

 I'm torn yes you hurt me

I know I'm not a baby no ones there to burp me

My heart is Thinking 
My veins are bleeding

The things you said really tore me apart

It's like a Rebirth but you don't know where to start

I'm crying but there aren't any tears

It's like a waisted pipe leak that's been going for years

Life isn't easy no not for me

Sometimes I wish God would come and set me free

My Pride and Joy will never Fail

I'm Tired

I Try

But each day gets closer and not a damn thing gets me by    

I'm strong though and I will survive 

              Because 

I'm a young black phenomenal women 

                  And 

An old one I will Die

My Pride and Joy will never fail

It will never stay locked in me like a jail cell

They say you reap what you sow and I'm reaping a lot

Not realizing that in the end I'm all I got 

It's like I'm in a nutshell that cant never get cracked                       

I'm just standing there real still all alone in the dark

Life is what you make of it and you can make a lot

Its like your in your own story but you still don't know the plot

Time is up I must start again

Have to go from the beginning all the way to the end