Crazy, Insane, and Derange

wake up with blood in my hands

I cry as my mind starts to change 

I'm going crazy you can call it insane                                              

Running away from real

Wishing I can make time stay still 

Dreaming that I want to kill 

I wake up with blood in my hands 

Thinking that my bed bleeds

So I have to change up my sheets not realizing that its really me

Cause when I dream that I kill its me that I'm really killing 

Its like my body is numb so when I do it there's no feeling 

See I cry as my mind starts to change 

I'm going crazy you can call it derange

Dreaming that I'm standing real still in the pouring rain 

I hear voices in my head and they sound real strange

Telling me that my life is easy and I shouldn't complain 

But this strange voice is lying 

Because everyday I wake up I start crying 

Knowing that my life is a living hell and in it I'm slowly dying 

See I cry as my mind starts to change 

I need help feeling nothing but pain 

See I cry as my mind starts to change 

And now its to late, I'm now controlled by the 

Crazy 

Insane

and Derange